What does purple colour means to me?

Purple colour represent romance. I like romance so I love purple too. But romantic things never happen on me, so I own a lot of purple stuffs to satisfy myself. 

To all my purple stuffs, 

I won't throw you all away unless I have found my romance...

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Feel doubt to myself.. Feel that there are something different between now and previous. If such things happen for me previously, sure I will get mad but now I lazy to get mad also. Is it become less important to me? Or I become more mature already?
Today watched a movie, the actress said "老夫老妻也需要一些新鲜的玩意儿来维持一下感情". Totally agree with that. Really jealous with my best friend. Although together with her boy few years already, but her boy still giving her a lot of surprise.I think this is the way how they maintain their relationship. When a pair of couples together for a long time, while they is no something 'fresh' happen, the relationship must become fade...